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+<Y 1874>
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+<A T. HARDY>
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+<T Madding Crowd(Penguin 1978)>
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+<C i>
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+<P 51>
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+DESCRIPTION OF FARMER OAK -- AN INCIDENT
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+When Farmer Oak smiled, the corners of his mouth
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+spread till they were within an unimportant distance of
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+his ears, his eyes were reduced to chinks, and diverging
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+wrinkles appeared round them, extending upon his
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+countenance like the rays in a rudimentary sketch of
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+the rising sun.
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+His Christian name was Gabriel, and on working
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+days he was a young man of sound judgment, easy
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+motions, proper dress, and general good character. On
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+Sundays he was a man of misty views, rather given to
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+postponing, and hampered by his best clothes and
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+umbrella : upon the whole, one who felt himself to
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+occupy morally that vast middle space of Laodicean
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+neutrality which lay between the Communion people
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+of the parish and the drunken section, -- that is, he went
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+to church, but yawned privately by the time the con+
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+gegation reached the Nicene creed,- and thought of
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+what there would be for dinner when he meant to be
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+listening to the sermon. Or, to state his character as
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+it stood in the scale of public opinion, when his friends
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+and critics were in tantrums, he was considered rather a
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+bad man ; when they were pleased, he was rather a good
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+man ; when they were neither, he was a man whose
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+moral colour was a kind of pepper-and-salt mixture.
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+Since he lived six times as many working-days as
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+Sundays, Oak's appearance in his old clothes was most
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+peculiarly his own -- the mental picture formed by his
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+neighbours in imagining him being always dressed in
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+that way. He wore a low-crowned felt hat, spread out
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+at the base by tight jamming upon the head for security
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+in high winds, and a coat like Dr. Johnson's ; his lower
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+extremities being encased in ordinary leather leggings
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+and boots emphatically large, affording to each foot a
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+roomy apartment so constructed that any wearer might
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+stand in a river all day long and know nothing of
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+<P 52>
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+damp -- their maker being a conscientious man who
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+endeavoured to compensate for any weakness in his cut
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+by unstinted dimension and solidity.
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+Mr. Oak 'carried 'about him, by way of watch,+
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+what may be called a small silver clock; in other
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+words, it was a watch as to shape and intention, and
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+a small clock as to size. This instrument being several
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+years older than Oak's grandfather, had the peculiarity
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+of going either too fast or not at all. The smaller
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+of its hands, too, occasionally slipped round on the
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+pivot, and thus, though the minutes were told with
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+precision, nobody could be quite certain of the hour
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+they belonged to. The stopping peculiarity of his
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+watch Oak remedied by thumps and shakes, and he
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+escaped any evil consequences from the other two
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+defects by constant comparisons with and observations
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+of the sun and stars, and by pressing his face close
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+to the glass of his neighbours' windows, till he could
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+discern the hour marked by the green-faced timekeepers
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+within. It may be mentioned that Oak's fob being
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+difficult of access, by reason of its somewhat high
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+situation in the waistband of his trousers (which also
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+lay at a remote height under his waistcoat), the watch
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+was as a necessity pulled out by throwing the body to
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+one-side, compressing the- mouth and face to a mere
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+mass of- ruddy flesh- on account -of the exertion, and
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+drawing up the watch by its chain, like a bucket from a
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+well.
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+But some thoughtfull persons, who had seen him
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+walking across one of his fields on a certain December
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+morning -- sunny and exceedingly mild -- might have
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+regarded Gabriel Oak in other aspects than these. In
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+his face one might notice that many of the hues and
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+curves of youth had tarried on to manhood: there even
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+remained in his remoter crannies some relics of the boy.
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+His height and breadth would have been sufficient to
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+make his presence imposing, had they been exhibited
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+with due consideration. But there is a way some men
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+have, rural and urban alike, for which the mind is more
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+responsible than flesh and sinew : it is a way of curtail+
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+ing their dimensions by their manner of showing them.
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+And from a quiet modesty that would have become a
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+vestal which seemed continually to impress upon him
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+<P 53>
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+that he had no great claim on the world's room, Oak
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+walked unassumingly and with a faintly perceptible
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+bend, yet distinct from a bowing of the shoulders.
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+This may be said to be a defect in an individual if he
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+depends for his valuation more upon his appearance
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+than upon his capacity to wear well, which Oak did not.
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+He had just reached the time of life at which " young'
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+is ceasing to be the prefix of "man ' in speaking of one.
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+He was at the brightest period of masculine growth,
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+for his intellect and his emotions were clearly separated :
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+he had passed the time during which the influence of
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+youth indiscriminately mingles them in the character
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+of impulse, and he had not yet arrived at the stage
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+wherein they become united again, in the character of
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+prejudice, by the influence of a wife and family. In
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+short, he was twenty-eight, and a bachelor.
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+The field he was in this morning sloped to a
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+ridge called Norcombe Hill. Through a spur of this
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+hill ran the highway between Emminster and Chalk+
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+Newton. Casually glancing over the hedge, Oak saw
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+coming down the incline before him an ornamental
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+spring waggon, painted yellow and gaily marked,
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+drawn by two horses, a waggoner walking alongside
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+bearing a whip perpendicularly. The waggon was
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+laden with household goods and window plants, and
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+on the apex of the whole sat a woman, 'young-'and
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+attractive. Gabriel had not beheld the sight for more
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+than half a minute, when the vehicle was brought to a
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+standstill just beneath his eyes.
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+" The tailboard of the waggon is gone, Miss,' said the
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+waggoner.
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+"Then I heard it fall,' said the girl, in a soft, though
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+not particularly low voice. "I heard a noise I could
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+not account for when we were coming up the hill.'
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+"I'll run back.' +
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+" Do,' she answered. +
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+The sensible horses stood -- perfectly still, and the
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+waggoner's steps sank fainter and fainter in the distance.
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+The girl on the summit of the load sat motionless,
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+surrounded by tables and chairs with their legs upwards,
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+backed by an oak settle, and ornamented in front by
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+pots of geraniums, myrtles, and cactuses, together with
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+<P 54>
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+a caged canary -- all probably from the windows of the
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+house just vacated. There was also a cat in a willow
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+basket, from the partly-opened lid of which she gazed
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+with half-closed eyes, and affectionately-surveyed the
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+small birds around.
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+The handsome girl waited for some time idly in her
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+place, and the only sound heard in the stillness-was -the
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+hopping of the canary up-and down the perches of its
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+prison. Then she looked attentively downwards. It
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+was not at the bird, nor at the cat; it was at an oblong
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+package tied in paper, and lying between them. She
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+turned her head to learn if the waggoner were coming.
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+He was not yet in sight; and her-eyes crept back to
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+the package, her thoughts seeming to run 'upon what
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+was inside it. At length she drew the article into her
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+lap, and untied the paper covering; a small swing
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+looking-glass was disclosed, in which she proceeded to
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+survey herself attentively. She parted her lips and
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+smiled.
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+It was a fine morning, and the sun lighted up to a
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+scarlet glow the crimson jacket she wore, and painted
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+a soft lustre upon her bright face and dark hair. The
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+myrtles, geraniums, and cactuses packed around her
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+were fresh and green, and at such a leafless season they
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+invested the whole concern of horses, waggon, furniture,
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+and girl with a peculiar vernal charm. What possessed
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+her to indulge in such a performance in the sight of the
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+sparrows, blackbirds, and unperceived farmer who were
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+alone its spectators, -- whether the smile began as a
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+factitious one, to test her capacity in that art, -- nobody
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+knows ; it ended certainly in a real smile. She blushed
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+at herself, and seeing her reflection blush, blushed the
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+more.
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+The change from the customary spot and necessary
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+occasion of such an act -- from the dressing hour in a
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+bedroom to a time of travelling out of doors -- lent to
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+the idle deed a novelty it did not intrinsically possess.
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+The picture was a delicate one. Woman's prescriptive
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+infirmity had stalked into the sunlight, which had
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+clothed it in the freshness of an originality. A
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+cynical inference was irresistitle by Gabriel Oak as he
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+regarded the scene, generous though he fain would have
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+been. There was no necessity whatever for her looking
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+in the glass. She did not adjust her hat, or pat her
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+<P 55>
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+hair, or press a dimple into shape, or do one thing to
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+signify that any such intention had been her motive in
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+taking up the glass. She simply observed herself as a
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+fair product of Nature in the feminine kind, her thoughts
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+seeming to glide into far-off though likely dramas in
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+which men would play a part -- vistas of probable
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+triumphs -- the smiles being of a phase suggesting that
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+hearts were imagined as lost and won. Still, this was
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+but conjecture, and the whole series of actions was so
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+idly put forth as to make it rash to assert that intention
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+had any part in them at all.
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+The waggoner's steps were heard returning. She
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+put the glass in the paper, and the whole again into its
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+place.
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+When the waggon had passed on, Gabriel withdrew
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+from his point of espial, and descending into the road,
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+followed the vehicle to the turnpike-gate some way
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+beyond the bottom of the hill, where the object of his
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+contemplation now halted for the payment of toll. About
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+twenty steps still remained between him and the gate,
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+when he heard a dispute. lt was a difference con+
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+cerning twopence between the persons with the waggon
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+and the man at the toll-bar.
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+" Mis'ess's niece is upon the top of the things, and
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+she says that's enough that I've offered ye, you great
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+miser, and she won't pay any more.' These were the
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+waggoner's words.
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+"Very well ; then mis'ess's niece can't pass,' said the
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+turnpike-keeper, closing the gate.
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+Oak looked from one to the other of the disputants,
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+and fell into a reverie. There was something in the
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+tone of twopence remarkably insignificant. Threepence
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+had a definite value as money -- it was an appreciable
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+infringement on a day's wages, and, as such, a higgling
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+matter ; but twopence -- -- " Here,' he said, stepping
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+forward and handing twopence to the gatekeeper ; "let
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+the young woman pass.' He looked up at her then;
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+she heard his words, and looked down.
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+Gabriel's features adhered throughout their form so
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+exactly to the middle line between the beauty of St.
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+John and the ugliness of Judas Iscariot, as represented
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+in a window of the church he attended, that not a single
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+lineament could be selected and called worthy either of
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+distinction or notoriety. The redjacketed and dark+
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+<P 56>
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+haired maiden seemed to think so too, for she carelessly
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+glanced over him, and told her man to drive on. She
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+might have looked her thanks to Gabriel on a minute
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+scale, but she did not speak them; more probably she
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+felt none, for in gaining her a passage he had lost her
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+her point, and we know how women take a favour of
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+that kind.
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+The gatekeeper surveyed the retreating vehicle.
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+" That's a handsome maid ' he said to Oak
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+" But she has her faults,' said Gabriel.
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+" True, farmer. '
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+"And the greatest of them is -- well, what it is
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+always.'
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+" Beating people down ? ay, 'tis so.'
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+"O no.'
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+" What, then ? '
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+Gabriel, perhaps a little piqued by the comely
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+traveller's indifference, glanced back to where he had
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+witnessed her performance over the hedge, and said,
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+" Vanity.'
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+<C ii>
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+<P 57>
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+NIGHT -- THE FLOCK -- AN INIERIOR -- ANOTHER INTERIOR
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+IT was nearly midnight on the eve of St. Thomas"s, the
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+shortest day in the year. A desolating wind wandered
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+from the north over the hill whereon Oak had watched
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+the yellow waggon and its occupant in the sunshine of
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+a few days earlier.
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+ Norcombe Hill -- not far from lonely Toller-Down
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+ -- was one of the spots which suggest to a passer-by
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+that he is in the presence of a shape approaching the
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+indestructible as nearly as any to be found on earth.
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+It was a featureless convexity of chalk and soil -- an
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+ordinary specimen of those smoothly-outlined protuber+
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+ances of the globe which may remain undisturbed on
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+some great day of confusion, when far grander heights
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+and dizzy granite precipices topple down.
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+The hill was covered on its northern side by an
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+ancient and decaying plantation of beeches, whose
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+upper verge formed a line over the crest, fringing its
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+arched curve against the sky, like a mane. To-night
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+these trees sheltered the southern slope from the keenest
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+blasts, which smote the wood and floundered through
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+it with a sound as of grumbling, or gushed over its
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+crowning boughs in a weakened moan. The dry leaves
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+in the ditch simmered and boiled in the same breezes,
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+a tongue of air occasionally ferreting out a few, and
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+sending them spinning across the grass. A group or
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+two of the latest in date amongst the dead multitude
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+had remained till this very mid-winter time on the twigs
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+which bore them and in falling rattled against the trunks
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+with smart taps:
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+Betwenne this half-wooded, half naked hill, and the
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+vague still horizon that its summit indistinctly com+
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+manded, was a mysterious sheet of fathomless shade
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+ -- the sounds from which suggested that what it con+
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+cealed bore some reduced resemblance to features here.
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+<P 58>
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+The thin grasses, more or less coating the hill, were
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+touched by the wind in breezes of differing powers, and
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+almost of differing natures -- one rubbing the blades
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+heavily, another raking them piercingly, another brushing
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+them like a soft broom. The instinctive act of human+
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+kind was to stand and listen, and learn how the trees
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+to each other in the regular antiphonies of a cathedral
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+choir; how hedges and other shapes to leeward them
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+caught the note, lowering it to the tenderest sob; and
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+how the hurrying gust then plunged into the south, to
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+be heard no more.
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+The sky was clear -- remarkably clear -- and the
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+twinkling of all the stars seemed to be but throbs of
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+one body, timed by a common pulse. The North Star
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+was directly in the wind's eye, and since evening the
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+Bear had swung round it outwardly to the east, till he
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+was now at a right angle with the meridian. A
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+difference of colour in the stars -- oftener read of than
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+seen in England-was really perceptible here. The
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+sovereign brilliancy of Sirius pierced the eye with a steely
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+glitter, the star called Capella was yellow, Aldebaran and
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+Betelgueux shone with a fiery red.
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+To persons standing alone on a hill during a clear
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+midnight such as this, the roll of the world eastward is
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+almost a palpable movement. The sensation may be
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+caused by the panoramic glide of the stars past earthly
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+objects, which is perceptible in a few minutes of still+
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+ness, or by the better outlook upon space that a hill
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+affords, or by the wind, or by the solitude ; but whatever
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+be its origin, the impression of riding along is vivid and
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+abiding. The poetry of motion is a phrase much in
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+use, and to enjoy the epic form of that gratification it
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+is necessary to stand on a hill at a small hour of the
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+night, and, having first expanded with a sense of differ+
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+ence from the mass of civilised mankind, who are
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+dreamwrapt and disregardful of all such proceedings at
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+this time, long and quietly watch your stately progress
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+through the stars. After such a nocturnal reconnoitre
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+it is hard to get back to earth, and to believe that the
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+consciousness of such majestic speeding is derived from
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+a tiny human frame.
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+Suddenly an unexpected series of sounds began to
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+<P 59>
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+be heard
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+in this place up against the sky. They had a
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+clearness which was to be found nowhere in the wind,
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+and a sequence which was to be found nowhere in
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+nature. They were the notes of Farmer Oak's flute.
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+The tune was not floating unhindered into the open
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+air : it seemed muffled in some way, and was altogether
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+too curtailed in power to spread high or wide. It came
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+from the direction of a small dark object under the
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+plantation hedge -- a shepherd's hut -- now presenting
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+an outline to which an uninitiated person might have
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+been puzzled to attach either meaning or use.
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+The image as a whole was that of a small Noah's
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+Ark on a small Ararat, allowing the traditionary outlines
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+and general form of the Ark which are followed by toy+
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+makers -- and by these means are established in men's
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+imaginations among their firmest, because earliest im+
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+pressions -- to pass as an approximate pattern. The
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+hut stood on little wheels, which raised its floor about a
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+foot from the ground. Such shepherds' huts are dragged
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+into the fields when the lambing season comes on, to
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+shelter the shepherd in his- enforced nightly attendance.
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+It was only latterly that people had begun to call
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+Gabriel !Farmer' Oak. During the twelvemonth pre+
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+ceding this time he had been enabled by sustained
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+efforts of industry and chronic good spirits to lease the
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+small shepp farm of which Norcombe Hill was a portion,
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+and stock it with two hundred sheep. Previously he
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+had been a bailiff for a short time, and earlier still a
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+shepherd only, having from his childhood assisted his
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+father in tending the floeks of large proprietors, till old
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+Gabriel sank to rest.
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+This venture, unaided and alone, into the paths of
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+farming as master and not as man, with an advance of
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+sheep not yet paid for, was a critical juncture with
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+Gabriel Oak, and he recognised his position clearly.
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+The first movement in his new progress was the lambing
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+of his ewes, and sheep having been his speciality from
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+his "youth, he wisely refrained from deputing -- the task
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+of tending them at this season to a hireling or a novice.
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+The wind continued to beat-about the corners of the
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+hut, but the flute-playing ceased. A rectangular space
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+of light
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+<P 60>
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+appeared in the side of the hut, and in the
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+opening the outline of Farmer Oak's figure. He carried
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+a lantern in his hand, and closing the door behind him,
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+came forward and busied himself about this nook of the
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+field for nearly twenty minutes, the lantern light appear+
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+ing and disappearing here and there, and brightening
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+him or darkening him as he stood before or behind it.
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+Oak's motions, though they had a quiet-energy, were
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+slow, and their deliberateness accorded well with his
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+occupation. Fitness being the basis of beauty, nobody
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+could-have denied that his steady swings and turns"
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+in and- about the flock had elements of grace, Yet,
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+although if occasion demanded he could do or think a
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+thing with as mercurial a dash as can the men of towns
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+who are more to the manner born, his special power,
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+morally, physically, and mentally, was static, owing
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+little or nothing to momentum as a rule.
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+A close examination of the ground hereabout, even
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+by the wan starlight only, revealed how a portion of
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+what would have been casually called a wild slope had
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+been appropriated by Farmer Oak for his great purpose
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+this winter. Detached hurdles thatched with straw
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+were stuck into the ground at various scattered points,
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+amid and under which the whitish forms of his meek
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+ewes moved and rustled. The ring of the sheep-bell,
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+which had been silent during his absence, recommenced,
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+in tones that had more mellowness than clearness, owing
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+to an increasing growth of surrounding wool. This
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+continued till Oak withdrew again from the flock. He
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+ -- returned to the hut, bringing in his arms a new-born
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+lamb, consisting of four legs large enough for a full+
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+grown sheep, united by a seemingly inconsiderable mem+
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+brane about half the substance of the legs collectively,
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+which constituted the animal's entire body just at present.
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+The little speck of life he placed on a wisp of hay
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+before the small stove, where a can of milk was simmer+
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+ing. Oak extinguished the lantern by blowing into it
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+and then pinching the snuff, the cot being lighted
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+by a candle suspended by a twisted wire. A rather
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+hard couch, formed of a few corn sacks thrown carelessly
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+down, covered half the floor of this little
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+<P 61>
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+habitation, and
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+here the young man stretched himself along, loosened
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+his woollen cravat, and closed his eyes. In about the
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+time a person unaccustomed to bodily labour would have
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+decided upon which side to lie, Farmer Oak was asleep.
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+The inside of the hut, as it now presented itself, was
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+cosy and alluring, and the scarlet handful of fire in
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+addition to the candle, reflecting its own genial colour
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+upon whatever it could reach, flung associations of
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+enjoyment even over utensils and tools. In the corner
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+stood the sheep-crook, and along a shelf at one side
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+were ranged bottles and canisters of the simple prepara+
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+tions pertaining to ovine surgery and physic; spirits of
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+wine, turpentine, tar, magnesia, ginger, and castor-oil
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+being the chief. On a triangular shelf across the corner
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+stood bread, bacon, cheese, and a cup for ale or cider,
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+which was supplied from a flagon beneath. Beside the
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+provisions lay the flute whose notes had lately been
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+called forth by the lonely watcher to beguile a tedious
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+hour. The house was ventilated by two round holes,
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+like the lights of a ship's cabin, with wood slides+
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+The lamb, revived by the warmth' began to bleat'
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+instant meaning, as expected sounds will. Passing
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+from the profoundest sleep to the most alert wakefulness
|
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+with the same ease that had accompanied the reverse
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+operation, he looked at his watch, found that the hour+
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+hand had shifted again, put on his hat, took the lamb
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+in his arms, and carried it into the darkness. After
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+placing the little creature with its mother, he stood and
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+carefully examined the sky, to ascertain the time of
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+night from the altitudes of the stars.
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+The Dog-star and Aldebaran, pointing to the restless
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+Pleiades, were half-way up the Southern sky, and between
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+them hung Orion, which gorgeous constellation never
|
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+burnt more vividly than now, as it soared forth above
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+the rim of the landscape. Castor and Pollux will
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+the north-west; far away through the plantation Vega
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+and Cassiopeia's chair stood daintily poised on the
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+uppermost boughs.
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+<P 62>
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+"One o'clock,' said Gabriel.
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+Being a man not without a frequent consciousness
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+that there was some charm in this life he led, he stood
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+still after looking at the sky as a useful instrument, and
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+regarded it in an appreciative spirit, as a work of art
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+superlatively beautiful. For a moment he seemed
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+impressed with the speaking loneliness of the scene, or
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+rather with the complete abstraction from all its compass
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+of the sights and sounds of man. Human shapes,interferences,
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+troubles, and joys were all as if they were not, and there
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+seemed to be on the shaded hemisphere of the globe no sentient being
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+save himself; he could fancy them all gone round to the sunny side.
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+ Occupied this, with eyes stretched afar, Oak gradually per+
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+ceived that what he had previously taken to be a star low
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+down behind the outskirts of the plantation was in reality no
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+such thing. It was an artificial light, almost close at hand.
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+ To find themselves utterly alone at night where company
|
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+is desirable and expected makes some people fearful; but a
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+case more trying by far to the nerves is to discover some
|
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+mysterious companionship when intuition, sensation, memory,
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|
+analogy, testimony, probability, induction -- every kind of
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+evidence in the logician's list -- have united to persuade con+
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+sciousness that it is quite in isolation.
|
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+ Farmer Oak went towards the plantation and pushed
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+through its lower boughs to the windy side. A dim mass under
|
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+the slope reminded him that a shed occupied a place here,
|
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+the site being a cutting into the slope of the hill, so that at
|
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|
+its back part the roof was almost level with the ground. In
|
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+front it was formed of board nailed to posts and covered with
|
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|
+tar as apreservative. Through crevices in the roof and side
|
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|
+spread streaks and spots of light, a combination of which made
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+the radiance that had attracted him. Oak stepped up behind,
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+where,leaning down upon the roof and putting his eye close
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+to a hole, he could see into the interior clearly.
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+ The place contained two women and two cows. By the side
|
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|
+of the latter a steaming bran-mash stood in a bucket. One
|
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|
+of the women was past middle age. Her companion was ap+
|
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|
+parently young and graceful; he could form no decided opinion
|
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|
+<P 63>
|
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+upon her looks, her position being almost beneath his eye, so
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|
+that he saw her in a bird's-eye view, as Milton's Satan first saw
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|
+Paradise. She wore no bonnet or het, but had enveloped her+
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|
+self in a large cloak, which was carelessly flung over her head
|
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|
+as a covering.
|
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|
+ "There, now we'll go home," said the elder of the two, resting
|
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|
+ her knuckles upon her hips, and looking at their goings-on as
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|
+a whole. "I do hope Daisy will fetch round again now. I have
|
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|
+never been more frightened in my life, but I don't mind break+
|
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|
+ing my rest if she recovers."
|
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|
+ The young woman, whose eyelids were apparently inclined
|
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|
+to fall together on the smallest provocation of silence,yawned
|
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|
+in sympathy.
|
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|
+ "I wish we were rich enough to pay a man to do these
|
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|
+things," she said.
|
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|
+ "As we are not, we must do them ourselves," said the other;
|
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|
+"for you must help me if you stay."
|
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|
+"Well, my hat is gone, however," continued the younger. "It
|
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|
+went over the hedge, I think. The idea of such a slight wind
|
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|
+catching it."
|
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|
+ The cow standing erect was of the Devon breed, and was
|
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|
+encased in a tight warm hide of rich Indian red, as absolutely
|
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|
+uniform from eyes to tail as if the animal had been dipped in
|
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|
+a dye of that colour, her long back being mathematically level.
|
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|
+The other was spotted,grey and white. Beside her Oak now
|
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|
+noticed a little calf about a day old, looking idiotically at
|
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|
+the two women, which showed that it had not long been
|
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|
+accustomed to the phenomenon of eyesight, and often turn+
|
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|
+ing to the lantern, which it apparently mistook for the moon.
|
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|
+inherited instinct having as yet had little time for correction
|
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|
+by experience. Between the sheep and the cows Lucina had
|
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|
+been busy on Norcombe hill lately.
|
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|
+ "I think we had better send for some oatmeal," said the
|
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|
+"Yes, aunt; and I'll ride over for it as soon as it is
|
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|
+light. '
|
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|
+" But there's no side-saddle.'
|
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|
+<P 64>
|
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|
+"I can ride on the other : trust me.'
|
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|
+Oak, upon hearing these remarks, became more
|
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|
+curious to observe her features, but this prospect being
|
|
|
+denied him by the hooding efect of the cloak, and by his
|
|
|
+aerial position, he felt himself drawing upon his fancy
|
|
|
+for their details. In making even horizontal and clear
|
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|
+inspections we colour and mould according to the warts
|
|
|
+within us whatever our eyes bring in. Had Gabriel
|
|
|
+been able from the first to get a distinct view of her +
|
|
|
+countenance, his estimate of it as very handsome or
|
|
|
+slightly so would have been as his soul required a
|
|
|
+divinity at the moment or was ready supplied with one.
|
|
|
+Having for some time known the want of a satisfactory
|
|
|
+form to fill an increasing void within him, his position
|
|
|
+moreover affording the widest scope for his fancy, he
|
|
|
+painted her a beauty.
|
|
|
+By one of those whimsical coincidences in which
|
|
|
+Nature, like a busy mother, seems to spare a moment
|
|
|
+from her unremitting labours to turn and make her
|
|
|
+children smile, the girl now dropped the cloak, and
|
|
|
+forth tumbled ropes of black hair over a red jacket.
|
|
|
+Oak knew her instantly as the heroine of the yellow
|
|
|
+waggon, myrtles, and looking-glass : prosily, as the
|
|
|
+woman who owed him twopence.
|
|
|
+They placed the calf beside its mother again, took
|
|
|
+up the lantern, and went out, the light sinking down
|
|
|
+the hill till it was no more than a nebula. Gabriel
|
|
|
+Oak returned to his flock.
|
|
|
+<C iii>
|
|
|
+<P 65>
|
|
|
+A GIRL ON HORSEBACK -- CONVERSATION
|
|
|
+THE sluggish day began to break. Even its position
|
|
|
+terrestrially is one of the elements of a new interest,
|
|
|
+and for no particular reason save that the incident of
|
|
|
+the night had occurred there, Oak went again into
|
|
|
+the plantation. Lingering and musing here, he heard
|
|
|
+the steps of a horse at the foot of the hill, and soon
|
|
|
+there appeared in view an auburn pony with a girl on
|
|
|
+its back, ascending by the path leading past the cattle+
|
|
|
+shed. She was the young woman of the night before.
|
|
|
+Gabriel instantly thought of the hat she had mentioned
|
|
|
+as having lost in the wind; possibly she had come to
|
|
|
+look for it. He hastily scanned the ditch and after
|
|
|
+walking about ten yards along it, found the hat among the
|
|
|
+leaves. Gabriel took it in his hand and returned to his
|
|
|
+hut. Here he ensconced himself, and peeped through
|
|
|
+the loophole in the direction of the riders approach.
|
|
|
+She came up and looked around -- then on the other
|
|
|
+side of the hedge. Gabriel was about to advance and
|
|
|
+restore the missing article when an unexpected per+
|
|
|
+formance induced him to suspend the action for the
|
|
|
+present. The path, after passing the cowshed, bisected
|
|
|
+the plantation. It was not a bridle-path -- merely a
|
|
|
+pedestrian's track, and the boughs spread horizontally
|
|
|
+at a height not greater than seven feet above the ground,
|
|
|
+which made it impossible to ride erect beneath them.
|
|
|
+The girl, who wore no riding-habit, looked around for
|
|
|
+a moment, as if to assure herself that all humanity was
|
|
|
+out of view, then dexterously dropped backwards flat
|
|
|
+upon the pony's back, her head over its tail, her feet
|
|
|
+against its shoulders, and her eyes to the sky. The
|
|
|
+rapidity of her glide into this position was that of a
|
|
|
+kingfisher -- its noiselessness that of a hawk. Gabriel's
|
|
|
+eyes had scarcely been able to follow her. The tall lank
|
|
|
+pony seemed used to such doings, and ambled
|
|
|
+<P 66>
|
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|
+along unconcerned. Thus she passed under the level boughs.
|
|
|
+The performer seemed quite at home anywhere
|
|
|
+between a horse's head and its tail, and the necessity
|
|
|
+for this abnormal attitude having ceased with the
|
|
|
+passage of the plantation, she began to adopt another,
|
|
|
+even more obviously convenient than the first. She had
|
|
|
+no side-saddle, and it was very apparent that a firm
|
|
|
+seat upon the smooth leather beneath her was un+
|
|
|
+attainable sideways. Springing to her accustomed
|
|
|
+perpendicular like a bowed sapling, and satisfying her,
|
|
|
+self that nobody was in sight, she seated herself in the
|
|
|
+manner demanded by the saddle, though hardly expected
|
|
|
+of the woman, and trotted off in the direction of Tewnell
|
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|
+Mill.
|
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|
+Oak was amused, perhaps a little astonished, and
|
|
|
+hanging up the hat in his hut, went again among his
|
|
|
+ewes. An hour passed, the girl returned, properly
|
|
|
+seated now, with a bag of bran in front of her. On
|
|
|
+nearing the cattle-shed she was met by a boy bringing
|
|
|
+a milking-pail, who held the reins of the pony whilst
|
|
|
+she slid off. The boy led away the horse, leaving the
|
|
|
+pail with the young woman.
|
|
|
+Soon soft spirts alternating with loud spirts came
|
|
|
+in regular succession from within the shed, the obvious
|
|
|
+sounds of a person milking a cow. Gabriel took the
|
|
|
+lost hat in his hand, and waited beside the path she
|
|
|
+would follow in leaving the hill.
|
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|
+She came, the pail in one hand, hanging against her
|
|
|
+knee. The left arm was extended as a balance, enough
|
|
|
+of it being shown bare to make Oak wish that the event
|
|
|
+ha happened in the summer, when the whole would
|
|
|
+have been revealed. There was a bright air and manner
|
|
|
+about her now, by which she seemed to imply that the
|
|
|
+desirability of her existence could not be questioned;
|
|
|
+and this rather saucy assumption failed in being offensive,
|
|
|
+because a beholder felt it to be, upon the whole, true.
|
|
|
+Like exceptional emphasis in the tone of a genius, that
|
|
|
+which would have made mediocrity ridiculous was an
|
|
|
+addition to recognised power. It was with some
|
|
|
+surprise that she saw Gabriel's face rising like the
|
|
|
+moon behind the hedge.
|
|
|
+The adjustment of the farmer's hazy conceptions of
|
|
|
+her
|
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|
+<P 67>
|
|
|
+charms to the portrait of herself she now presented
|
|
|
+him with was less a diminuition than a difference. The
|
|
|
+starting-point selected by the judgment was. her height
|
|
|
+She seemed tall, but the pail was a small one, and the
|
|
|
+hedge diminutive; hence, making allowance for error
|
|
|
+by comparison with these, she could have been not
|
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|
+above the height to be chosen by women as best. All
|
|
|
+features of consequence were severe and regular. It
|
|
|
+may have been observed by persons who go about the
|
|
|
+shires with eyes for beauty, that in Englishwoman a
|
|
|
+classically-formed face is seldom found to be united
|
|
|
+with a figure of the same pattern, the highly-finished
|
|
|
+features being generally too large for the remainder of
|
|
|
+the frame ; that a graceful and proportionate figure of
|
|
|
+eight heads usually goes off into random facial curves.
|
|
|
+Without throwing a Nymphean tissue over a milkmaid,
|
|
|
+let it be said that here criticism checked itself as out
|
|
|
+of place, and looked at her proportions with a long
|
|
|
+consciousness of pleasure. From the contours of her
|
|
|
+figure in its upper part, she must have had a beautiful
|
|
|
+neek and shoulders ; but since her infancy nobody had
|
|
|
+ever seen them. Had she been put into a low dress
|
|
|
+she would have run and thrust her head into a bush.
|
|
|
+Yet she was not a shy girl by any means; it was merely
|
|
|
+her instinct to draw the line dividing the seen from the
|
|
|
+unseen higher than they do it in towns.
|
|
|
+That the girl's thoughts hovered about her face
|
|
|
+and form as soon as she caught Oak's eyes conning the
|
|
|
+same page was natural, and almost certain. The self+
|
|
|
+consciousness shown would have been vanity if a little
|
|
|
+more pronounced, dignity if a little less. Rays of male
|
|
|
+vision seem to have a tickling effect upon virgin faces
|
|
|
+in rural districts ; she brushed hers with her hand, as if
|
|
|
+Gabriel had been irritating its pink surface by actual
|
|
|
+touch, and the free air of her previous movements was
|
|
|
+reduced at the same time to a chastened phase of
|
|
|
+itself. Yet it was the man who blushed, the maid not
|
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|
+at all.
|
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|
+" I found a hat,' said Oak.
|
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|
+" It is mine,' said she, and, from a sense of proportion,
|
|
|
+kept down to a small smile an inclination to laugh dis+
|
|
|
+tinctly : "it flew away last night.'
|
|
|
+" One o'clock this morning ? '
|
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|
+<P 68>
|
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|
+" Well -- it was.' She was surprised. " How did you
|
|
|
+know ? ' she said.
|
|
|
+" I was here.'
|
|
|
+" You are Farmer Oak, are you not ? '
|
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|
+" That or thereabouts. I'm lately come to this place.'
|
|
|
+" A large farm ? ' she inquired, casting her eyes round,
|
|
|
+and swinging back her hair, which was black in the
|
|
|
+shaded hollows of its mass; but it being now an hour
|
|
|
+past sunrise, the rays touched its prominent curves with
|
|
|
+a colour of their own.
|
|
|
+" No ; not large. About a hundred.' (In speaking
|
|
|
+of farms the word "acres ' is omitted by the natives, by
|
|
|
+analogy to such old expressions as "a stag of ten.')
|
|
|
+' "I wanted my hat this morning,' she went on.
|
|
|
+had to ride to Tewnell Mill.'
|
|
|
+"Yes you had.'
|
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|
+"How do you know?'
|
|
|
+"I saw you!
|
|
|
+"Where?' she inquired, a misgiving bringing every
|
|
|
+muscle of her lineaments and frame to a standstill.
|
|
|
+"Here-going through the plantation, and all down
|
|
|
+the hill,' said Farmer Oak, with an aspect excessively
|
|
|
+knowing with regard to some matter in his mind, as he
|
|
|
+gazed at a remote point in the direction named, and then
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+turned back to meet his colloquist's eyes.
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+A perception caused him to withdraw his own eyes
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+from hers as suddenly as if he had been caught in a
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+theft. Recollection of the strange antics she had
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+indulged in when passing through the trees, was suc+
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+ceeded in the girl by a nettled palpitation, and that' by
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+a hot face. It was a time to see a woman redden who
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+was not given to reddening s a rule; not a point in
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+the milkmaid but was of the deepest rose-colour. From
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+the Maiden's Blush, through all varieties of the Provence
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+down to the Crimson Tuscany, the countenance of Oak's
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+acquaintance quickly graduated ; whereupon he, in con+
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+siderateness, turned away his head.
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+The sympathetic man still looked the other way, and
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+wondered when she would recover coolness sufficient to
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+justify him in facing her again. He heard what seemed
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+to be the flitting of a
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+<P 69>
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+dead leaf upon the breeze, and
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+looked. She had gone away.
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+With an air between that of Tragedy and Comedy !
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+Gabriel returned to his work.
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+Five mornings and evenings passed. The young
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+woman came regularly to milk the healthy cow or to
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+attend to the sick one, but never allowed her vision to
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+stray in the direction of Oak's person. His want of
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+tact had deeply offended her -- not by seeing what he
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+could not help, but by letting her know that he had
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+seen it. For, as without law there is no sin, without
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+eyes there is no indecorum; and she appeared to feel
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+that Gabriel's espial had made her an indecorous woman
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+without her own connivance. It was food for great regret
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+with him; it was also a contretemps which touched into
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+life a latent heat he had experienced in that direction.
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+The acquaintanceship might, however, have ended in
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+a slow forgetting, but for an incident which occurred at
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+the end of the same week. One afternoon it began to
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+freeze, and the frost increased with evening, which drew
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+on like a stealthy tightening of bonds. It was a time
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+when in cottages the breath of the sleepers freezes to
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+the sheets; when round the drawing-room fire of a
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+thick-walled mansion the sitters' backs are cold, even
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+whilst their faces are all aglow. Many a small bird went
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+to bed supperless that night among the bare boughs.
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+As the milking-hour drew near, Oak kept his usual
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+watch upon the cowshed. At last he felt cold, and
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+shaking an extra quantity of bedding round the yeaning
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+ewes he entered the hut and heaped more fuel upon
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+the stove. The wind came in at the bottom of the door,
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+and to prevent it Oak laid a sack there and wheeled the
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+cot round a little more to the south. Then the wind
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+spouted in at a ventilating hole -- of which there was one
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+on each side of the hut.
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+Gabriel had always known that when the fire was
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+lighted and the door closed one of these must be kept
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+open -- that chosen being always on the side away from
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+the wind. Closing the slide to windward, he turned to
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+open the other; on second -- -thoughts the farmer con+
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+sidered that he would first sit down leaving both
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+closed for a minute or two, till the temperature of the
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+hut was a little raised. He sat down.
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+<P 70>
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+His head began to ache in an unwonted manner, and,
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+fancying himself weary by reason of the broken rests of
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+the preceding nights, Oak decided to get up, open the
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+slide, and then allow himself to fall asleep. He fell
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+asleep, however, without having performed the necessary
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+preliminary.
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+How long he remained unconseious Gabriel never
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+knew. During the first stages of his return to percep+
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+tion peculiar deeds seemed to be in course of enactment.
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+His dog was howling, his head was aching fearfully --
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+somebody was pulling him about, hands were loosening
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+his neckerchief.
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+On opening his eyes he found that evening had sunk
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+to dusk in a strange manner of unexpectedness. The
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+young girl with the remarkably pleasant lips and white
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+teeth was beside him. More than this -- astonishingly
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|
+more -- his head was upon her lap, his face and neck
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+were disagreeably wet, and her fingers were unbuttoning
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+his collar.
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+"Whatever is the matter?' said Oak, vacantly.
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+She seemed to experience mirth, but of too insignifi+
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+cant a kind to start enjoyment.
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+"Nothing now', she answered, "since you are not
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+dead It is a wonder you were not,suffocated in this
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+hut of yours.'
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+"Ah, the hut ! ' murmured Gabriel. "I gave ten
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+pounds for that hut. But I'll sell it, and sit under
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+thatched hurdles as they did in old times, curl up
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+to sleep in a lock of straw! It played me nearly the
|
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+same trick the other day .! ' Gabriel, by way of emphasis,
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+brought down his fist upon the floor.
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+"It was not exactly the fault of the hut,' she ob+
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+served in a tone which showed her to be that novelty
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+among women -- one who finished a thought before
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+beginning the sentence which was to convey it. " You
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+should I think, have considered, and not have been so
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+foolish as to leave the slides closed.'
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+"Yes I suppose I should,' said Oak, absently. He
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+was endeavouring to catch and appreciate the sensation
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+of being thus with her, his head upon her dress, before
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+the event passed on into the heap of bygone things.
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+He wished she knew his impressions ; but he would as
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|
+soon have thought of carrying an odour in a net as of
|
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|
+attempting to convey the intangibilities
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+<P 71>
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+of his feeling
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+in the coarse meshes of language. So he remained
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|
+silent.
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+She made him sit up, and then Oak began wiping
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|
+his face and shaking himself like a Samson. "How
|
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|
+can I thank 'ee ? ' he said at last, gratefully, some of the
|
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|
+natural rusty red having returned to his face.
|
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|
+ " Oh, never mind that,' said the girl, smiling, and
|
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|
+allowing her smile to hold good for Gabriel's next
|
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+remark, whatever that might prove to be.
|
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+"How did you find me?"
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+"I heard your dog howling and scratching at the
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+door of the hut when I came to the milking (it was so
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|
+lucky, Daisy's milking is almost over for the season, and
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|
+ I shall not come here after this week or the next). The
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|
+dog saw me, and jumped over to me, and laid hold of
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|
+my skirt. I came across and looked round the hut the
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+very first thing to see if the slides were closed. My
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+uncle has a hut like this one, and I have heard him tell
|
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|
+his shepherd not to go to sleep without leaving a slide
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|
+open. I opened the door, and there you were like
|
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|
+dead. I threw the milk over you, as there was no
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|
+water, forgetting it was warm, and no use.'
|
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|
+"I wonder if I should have died ? ' Gabriel said, in a
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|
+low voice, which was rather meant to travel back to
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|
+himself than to her.
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|
+"O no," the girl replied. She seemed to prefer a
|
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|
+less tragic probability ; to have saved a man from death
|
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|
+'involved talk that should harmonise with the dignity of
|
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|
+such a deed -- and she shunned it.
|
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|
+"I believe you saved my life, Miss -- -- I don!t know
|
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|
+your name. I know your aunt's, but not yours.'
|
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|
+" I would just as soon not tell it -- rather not. There
|
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|
+is no reason either why I should, as you probably will
|
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|
+never have much to do with me.'
|
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|
+ " Still, I should like to know.'
|
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|
+" You can inquire at my aunt's -- she will tell you.'
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|
+'My name is Gabriel Oak.'
|
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|
+"And mine isn't. You seem fond of yours in
|
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|
+speaking it so decisively, Gabriel Oak.'
|
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|
+<P 72>
|
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|
+" You see, it is the only one I shall ever have, and I
|
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|
+must make the most of it.'
|
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|
+" I always think mine sounds odd and disagreeable.'
|
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|
+"I should think you might soon get a new one.'
|
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|
+"Mercy ! -- how many opinions you keep about you
|
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|
+concerning other people, Gabriel Oak.
|
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|
+"Well Miss-excuse the words-I thought you
|
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|
+would like them But I can't match you I know in
|
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|
+napping out my mind upon my tongue. I never was
|
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|
+very clever in my inside. But I thank you. Come
|
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|
+give me your hand!'
|
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|
+She hesitated, somewhat disconcerted at Oak's old+
|
|
|
+fashioned earnest conclusion. to a dialogue lightly
|
|
|
+carried on."Very well,' she said, and gave him her
|
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|
+hand, compressing her lips to a demure impassivity.
|
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|
+He held it but an instant, and in his fear of being too
|
|
|
+demonstrative, swerved to the opposite extreme, touching
|
|
|
+her fingers with the lightness of a small-hearted person.
|
|
|
+" I am sorry,' he said, the instant after.
|
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|
+" What for?'
|
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|
+"You may have it again if you like; there it is.'
|
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|
+She gave him her hand again.
|
|
|
+Oak held it longer this time -- indeed, curiously long.
|
|
|
+"How soft it is -- being winter time, too -- not chapped
|
|
|
+or rough or anything!' he said.
|
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|
+"There -- that's long enough,' said she, though with+
|
|
|
+out pulling it away "But I suppose you are thinking
|
|
|
+you would like to kiss it? You may if you want to.'
|
|
|
+"I wasn't thinking of any such thing,' said Gabriel,
|
|
|
+simply ; "but I will'
|
|
|
+"That you won't!' She snatched back her hand.
|
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|
+Gabriel felt himself guilty of another want of tact.
|
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|
+"Now find out my name,' she said, teasingly; and
|
|
|
+withdrew.
|
|
|
+<C iv>
|
|
|
+<P 73>
|
|
|
+GABRIEL'S RESOLVE -- THE VISIT -- THE MISTAKE
|
|
|
+THE only superiority in women that is tolerable to the
|
|
|
+rival sex is, as a rule, that of the unconscious kind ; but
|
|
|
+a superiority which recognizes itself may sometimes
|
|
|
+please by suggesting possibilities of capture to the
|
|
|
+subordinated man.
|
|
|
+This well-favoured and comely girl soon made appre+
|
|
|
+ciable inroads upon the emotional constitution of young
|
|
|
+Farmer Oak.
|
|
|
+Love, being an extremely exacting usurer (a sense of
|
|
|
+exorbitant profit, spiritually, by an exchange of hearts,
|
|
|
+being at the bottom of pure passions, as that of exorbi+
|
|
|
+tant profit, bodily or materially, is at the bottom of
|
|
|
+those of lower atmosphere), every morning Oak's feelings
|
|
|
+were as sensitive as the money-market in calculations
|
|
|
+upon his chances. His dog waited for his meals in a
|
|
|
+way so like that in which Oak waited for the girl's
|
|
|
+presence, that the farmer was quite struck with the
|
|
|
+resemblance, felt it lowering, and would not look at the
|
|
|
+dog. However, he continued to watch through the
|
|
|
+hedge for her regular coming, and thus his sentiments
|
|
|
+towards her were ideepened without any corresponding
|
|
|
+effect being produced upon herself. Oak had nothing
|
|
|
+finished and ready to say as yet, and not being able
|
|
|
+to frame love phrases which end where they begin ;
|
|
|
+passionate tales -- +
|
|
|
+ -- -Full of sound and fury
|
|
|
+ -- -signifting nothing -- +
|
|
|
+he said no word at all.
|
|
|
+By making inquiries he found that the girl's name
|
|
|
+was Bathsheba Everdene, and that the cow would go
|
|
|
+dry in about seven days. He dreaded the eight day.
|
|
|
+At last the eighth day came. The cow had ceased
|
|
|
+to give milk for that year, and Bathsheba Everdene
|
|
|
+came up the hill no more. Gabriel had reached a
|
|
|
+pitch of existence he never
|
|
|
+<P 74>
|
|
|
+could have anticipated a
|
|
|
+short time before. He liked saying 'Bathsheba' as a
|
|
|
+private enjoyment instead of whistling; turned over his
|
|
|
+taste to black hair, though he had sworn by brown ever
|
|
|
+since he was a boy, isolated himself till the space he
|
|
|
+filled in a possible strength in an actual weakness. Marriage
|
|
|
+transforms a distraction into a support, the power of
|
|
|
+which should be, and happily often is, in direct pro+
|
|
|
+portion to the degree of imbecility it supplants. Oak
|
|
|
+began now to see light in this direction, and said to
|
|
|
+himself, "I'll make her my wife, or upon my soul I shall
|
|
|
+be good for nothing .! '
|
|
|
+All this while he was perplexing himself about an
|
|
|
+errand on which he might consistently visit the cottage
|
|
|
+of Bathsheba's aunt.
|
|
|
+He found his opportunity in the death of a ewe,
|
|
|
+mother of a living lamb. On a day which had a
|
|
|
+summer face and a winter constitution-a fine January
|
|
|
+morning, when there was just enough blue sky visible to
|
|
|
+make cheerfully-disposed people wish for more, and an
|
|
|
+occasional gleam of silvery sunshine, Oak put the lamb
|
|
|
+into a respectable Sunday basket, and stalked across the
|
|
|
+fields to the house of Mrs. Hurst, the aunt -- George,
|
|
|
+the dog walking behind, with a countenance of great
|
|
|
+concern at the serious turn pastoral affairs seemed to be
|
|
|
+taking.
|
|
|
+Gabriel had watched the blue wood-smoke curling
|
|
|
+from the chimney with strange meditation. At evening
|
|
|
+he had fancifully traced it down the chimney to the
|
|
|
+spot of its origin -- seen the hearth and Bathsheba
|
|
|
+beside it -- beside it in her out-door dress; for the
|
|
|
+clothes she had worn on the hill were by association
|
|
|
+equally with her person included in the compass of his
|
|
|
+affection; they seemed at this early time of his love a
|
|
|
+necessary ingredient of the sweet mixture called Bath+
|
|
|
+sheba Everdene.
|
|
|
+He had made a toilet of a nicely-adjusted kind -- of a
|
|
|
+nature between the carefully neat and the carelessly
|
|
|
+ornate -- of a degree between fine-market-day and wet+
|
|
|
+Sunday selection. He thoroughly cleaned his silver
|
|
|
+watch-chain with whiting, put new lacing straps to his
|
|
|
+boots, looked to the brass eyelet-holes,
|
|
|
+<P 75>
|
|
|
+ went to the
|
|
|
+inmost heart of the plantation for a new walking-stick,
|
|
|
+and trimmed it vigorously on his way back; took a new
|
|
|
+handkerchief from the bottom of his clothes-box, put
|
|
|
+on the light waistcoat patterned all over with sprigs
|
|
|
+of an elegant flower uniting the beauties of both rose
|
|
|
+and lily without the defects of either, and used all the
|
|
|
+hair-oil he possessed upon his usually dry, sandy, and
|
|
|
+inextricably curly hair, till he had deepened it to a
|
|
|
+splendidly novel colour, between that of guano and
|
|
|
+Roman cement, making it stick to his head like mace
|
|
|
+round a nutmeg, or wet seaweed round a boulder after
|
|
|
+the ebb.
|
|
|
+Nothing disturbed the stillness of the cottage save
|
|
|
+ the chatter of a knot of sparrows on the eaves; one
|
|
|
+might fancy scandal and rumour to be no less the
|
|
|
+staple topic of these little coteries on roofs than of
|
|
|
+those under them. It seemed that the omen was an
|
|
|
+unpropitious one, for, as the rather untoward commence+
|
|
|
+ment of Oak's overtures, just as he arrived by the garden
|
|
|
+gate, he saw a cat inside, going into various arched shapes
|
|
|
+and fiendish convulsions at the sight of his dog George.
|
|
|
+The dog took no notice , for he had arrived at an age
|
|
|
+at which all superfluous barking was cynically avoided
|
|
|
+as a waste of breath -- -in fact he never barked even
|
|
|
+at the sheep except to order, when it was done with
|
|
|
+an absolutely neutral countenance, as a sort of Com+
|
|
|
+mination-service, which, though offensive, had to be
|
|
|
+gone through once now and then to frighten the flock
|
|
|
+for their own good.
|
|
|
+A voice came from behind some laurel-bushes into
|
|
|
+which the cat had run:
|
|
|
+"Poor dear! Did a nasty brute of a dog want to
|
|
|
+kill it; -- did he poor dear !'
|
|
|
+"I beg your pardon,' said Oak to the voice, 'but
|
|
|
+George was walking on behind me with a temper as
|
|
|
+mild as milk.'
|
|
|
+Almost before he had ceased speaking, Oak was
|
|
|
+seized with a misgiving as to whose ear was the recipient
|
|
|
+of his answer. Nobody appeared, and he heard the
|
|
|
+person retreat among the bushes.
|
|
|
+Gabriel meditated, and so deeply that he brought
|
|
|
+small furrows into his forehead by sheer force of
|
|
|
+reverie. Where the
|
|
|
+<P 76>
|
|
|
+issue of an interview is as likely
|
|
|
+to be a vast change for the worse as for the better,
|
|
|
+any initial difference from expectation causes nipping
|
|
|
+sensations of failure. Oak went up to the door a little
|
|
|
+abashed : his mental rehearsal and the reality had had
|
|
|
+no common grounds of opening.
|
|
|
+Bathsheba's aunt was indoors. " Will you tell Miss
|
|
|
+Everdene that somebody would be glad to speak to
|
|
|
+her ?'said Mr. Oak. (Calling one's self merely Some+
|
|
|
+body, without giving a name, is not to be taken as
|
|
|
+an example of the ill-breeding of the rural world: it
|
|
|
+springs from a refined modesty, of which townspeople,
|
|
|
+with their cards and announcements, have no notion
|
|
|
+whatever.)
|
|
|
+Bathsheba was out. The voice had evidently been
|
|
|
+hers.
|
|
|
+" Will you come in, Mr. Oak ? '
|
|
|
+"Oh, thank 'ee, said Gabriel, following her to the
|
|
|
+fireplace. "I've brought a lamb for Miss Everdene.
|
|
|
+I thought she might like one to rear; girls do.'
|
|
|
+" She might,' said Mrs. Hurst, musingly ; " though
|
|
|
+she's only a visitor here. If you will wait a minute,
|
|
|
+Bathsheba will be in.'
|
|
|
+" Yes, I will wait,' said Gabriel, sitting down. " The
|
|
|
+lamb isn't really the business I came about, Mrs. Hurst.
|
|
|
+In short, I was going to ask her if she'd like to be
|
|
|
+married.'
|
|
|
+"And were you indeed ?'
|
|
|
+" Yes. Because if she would, I should be very glad
|
|
|
+to marry her. D'ye know if she's got any other young
|
|
|
+man hanging about her at all ?'
|
|
|
+"Let me think," said Mrs. Hurst, poking the fire
|
|
|
+superfluously.... " Yes -- bless you, ever so many young
|
|
|
+men. You see, Farmer Oak, she's so good-looking, and
|
|
|
+an excellent scholar besides -- she was going to be a
|
|
|
+governess once, you know, only she was too wild. Not
|
|
|
+that her young men ever come here -- but, Lord, in the
|
|
|
+nature of women, she must have a dozen ! '
|
|
|
+" That's unfortunate,' said Farmer Oak, contemplating
|
|
|
+a crack in the stone floor with sorrow. "I'm only an
|
|
|
+every-day sort of man, and my only chance was in being
|
|
|
+the first comer... , Well, there's no use in my waiting,
|
|
|
+for that was all I came about: so I'll take myself off
|
|
|
+home-along, Mrs. Hurst.'
|
|
|
+When Gabriel had gone about two hundred yards
|
|
|
+along the
|
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+<P 77>
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+down, he heard a "hoi-hoi .! " uttered behind
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+him, in a piping note of more treble quality than that
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+in which the exclamation usually embodies itself when
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+shouted across a field. He looked round, and saw a girl
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+racing after him, waving a white handkerchief.
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+Oak stood still -- and the runner drew nearer. It was
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+Bathsheba Everdene. Gabriel's colour deepened: hers
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+was already deep, not, as it appeared, from emotion,
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+but from running.
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+"Farmer Oak -- I -- ' she said, pausing for want of
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+breath pulling up in front of him with a slanted face
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+and putting her hand to her side.
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+"I have just called to see you ' said Gabriel, pending
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+her further speech.
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+"Yes-I know that,! she said panting like a robin,
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+her face red and moist from her exertions, like a peony
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+petal before the sun dries off the dew. "I didn't know
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+you had come to ask to have me, or I should have come
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+in from the garden instantly. I ran after you to say --
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+that my aunt made a mistake in sending you away from
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+courting me -- -- -- '
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+Gabriel expanded."I'm sorry to have made you
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+run so fast, my dear,' he said, with a grateful sense of
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+favours to come. "Wait a bit till you've found your
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+breath.'
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+" -- It was quite a mistake-aunt's telling you I had
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+a young man "already,'- Bathsheba went on. " I haven't
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+a sweetheart at all -- and I never had one, and I thought
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+that, as times go with women, it was such a pity to send
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+you away thinking that I had several.'
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+"Really and truly I am glad to hear that.!' said .=
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+Farmer Oak, smiling one of his long special smiles, and
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+blushing with gladness. He held out his hand to take
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+hers, which, when she had eased her side by pressing
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+it there, was prettily extended upon her bosom to still
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+her loud-beating heart. Directly he seized it she put
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+it behind her, so that it slipped through his fingers like
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+an eel. "
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+"I have a nice snug little farm,' said Gabriel, with
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+half a degree less assurance than when he had seized
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+her hand.
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+"Yes ; you have.'
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+"A man has advanced me money to begin with, but
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+still, it
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+<P 78>
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+will soon be paid off and though I am only an
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+every-day sort of man, I have got on a little since I was
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+a boy.' Gabriel uttered "a little' in a tone to-show
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+her that it was the complacent form of "a great deal.'
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+He continued : " When we be married, I am quite sure
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+I can work twice as hard as I do now.'
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+ He went forward and stretched out his arm again.
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+Bathsheba had overtaken him at a point beside which
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+stood a low stunted holly bush, now laden with red
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+berries. Seeing his advance take the form of an attitude
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+threatening a possible enclosure, if not compression, of
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+her person, she edged off round the bush.
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+" Why, Farmer Oak,' she said, over the top, looking
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+at him with rounded eyes, "I never said I was going to
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+marry you.'
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+" Well -- that is a tale .! ' said Oak, with dismay. " To
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+run after anybody like this, and then say you don"t
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+want him ! '
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+"What I meant to tell you was only this,' she said
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+eagerly, and yet half conscious of the absurdity of the
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+position she had made for herself -- "that nobody has
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+got me yet as a sweetheart, instead of my having a
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+dozen, as my aunt said; I hate to be thought men's
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+property in that way, though possibly I shall be had
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+some day. Why, if I'd wanted you I shouldn't have
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+run after you like this ; 'twould have'been the forwardest
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+thing ! But there was no harm in 'hurrying to correct
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+a piece of false news that had been told you.'
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+"Oh, no -- no harm at all." But there is such a thing
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+as being too generous in expressing a judgment impuls+
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+ively, and Oak added with a more appreciative sense
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+of all the circumstances -- ' Well, I am not quite certain
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+it was no harm.'
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+"Indeed, I hadn't time to think before starting
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+whether I wanted to marry or not, for you'd have been
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+gone over the hill.'
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+" Come,' said Gabriel, freshening again ; "think a
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+minute or two. I'll wait a while, Miss Everdene. Will
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+you marry me? Do, Bathsheba. I love you far more
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+than common!'
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+"I'll try to think,' she observed, rather more timor+
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+ously ; "if I can think out of doors; my mind spreads
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+away so.'
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+"But you can give a guess.'
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+<P 79>
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+"Then give me time.' Bathsheba looked thought+
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+fully into the distance, away from the direction in which
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+Gabriel stood.
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+"I can make you happy,' said he to the back of her
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+head, across the bush. "You shallo have as piano in a
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+year or two -- -farmers' wives are getting to have pianos
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+now -- and I'll practise up the flute right well to play
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+with you in the evenings.'
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+" Yes ; I should like that.'
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+"And have one of those little ten-pound" gigs for
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+market -- and nice flowers, and birds -- cocks and hens
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+I mean, because they be useful,' continued Gabriel,
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+feeling balanced between poetry and practicality.
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+"I should like it very much.'
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+"And a frame for cucumbers -- like a gentlman and
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+lady.'
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+"Yes.'
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+"And when the wedding was over, we'd have it put
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+in the newspaper list of marriages.'
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+" Dearly I should like that ! '
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+"And the babies in the births -- every man jack of
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+'em! And at home by the fire, whenever you look up,
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+there I shall be -- and whenever I look up' there will
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+be you.'
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+"Wait wait and don't be improper .!'
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+Her countenance fell, and she was silent awhile.
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+He regarded the red berries between them over and
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+over again, to such an extent, that holly seemed in
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+his after life to be a cypher signifying a proposal of
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+marriage. Bathsheba decisively turned to him.
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+"No;' 'tis no use,' she said. 'I don't want to marry
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+you. '
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+' Try.'
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+"I have tried hard all the time I've been thinking;
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+for a marriage would be very nice in one sense.
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+People would talk about me, and think I had won my
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+battle, and I should feel triumphant, and' all that,
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+But a husband -- -- ' - +
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+" Well .! '
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+" Why, he'd always be there, as you say; whenever
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+I looked up, there he'd be.'
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+" Of course he would -- I, that is.'
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+<P 80>
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+" Well, what I mean is that I shouldn't mind being
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+a bride at a wedding, if I could be one without having
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+a husband. But since a woman can't show off in that
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+way by herself, I shan't marry -- at least yet.'
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+' That's a terrible wooden story.'
|
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+At this criticism of her statement Bathsheba made
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+an addition to her dignity by a slight sweep away
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+from him.
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+"Upon my heart and soul, I don't know what a
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+maid can say stupider than that,' said Oak. "But
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+dearest,' he continued in a palliative voice, "don't be
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+like it !.' Oak sighed a deep honest sigh -- none the
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|
+less so in that, being like the sigh of a pine plantation,
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|
+it was rather noticeable as a disturbance of the atmo+
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+sphere. " Why won't you have me ? ' he appealed,
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|
+creeping round the holly to reach her side.
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+" I cannot,' she said, retreating.
|
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|
+"But why ?' he persisted, standing still at last in
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|
+despair of ever reaching her, and facing over the
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+bush.
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|
+' Because I don't love you.'
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|
+" Yes, but -- -- '
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|
+She contracted a yawn to an inoffensive smallness,
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|
+so that it was hardly ill-mannered at all. "I don't love
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+you,' she said.'
|
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|
+"But I love you -- and, as for myself, I am content
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|
+to be liked.'
|
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|
+" O Mr. Oak -- that's very fine ! You'd get to
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|
+despise me.'
|
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|
+"Never,' said Mr Oak, so earnestly that he seemed
|
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|
+to be coming, by the forceof his words, straight
|
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|
+through the bush and into her arms. "I shall do one
|
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|
+thing in this life -- one thing certain -- that is, love you,
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|
+and long for you, and keep wanting you till I die.' His
|
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|
+voice had a genuine pathos now, and his large brown
|
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|
+hands perceptibly trembled.
|
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|
+"It seems dreadfully wrong not to have you when
|
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|
+you feel so much!' she said with a little distress, and
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|
+looking hopeleely around for some means of escape
|
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|
+from her moral dilemma. " H(ow I wish I hadn't run
|
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|
+after you!' However she seemed to have a short cut
|
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|
+for getting back to cheerfulness, and set her face to
|
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|
+signify archness. "It wouldn't do, Mr Oak. I want
|
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|
+somebody to tame me; I am too independent ; and
|
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|
+you would never be able to, I know.'
|
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|
+<P 81>
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|
+Oak cast his eyes down the field in a way implying
|
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|
+that it was useless to attempt argument.
|
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|
+" Mr. Oak,' she said, with luminous distinctness and
|
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|
+common sense, " you are better off than I. I have
|
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|
+hardly a penny in the world -- I am staying with my
|
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|
+aunt for my bare sustenance. I am better educated
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|
+than you -- and I don't love you a bit: that's my side
|
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|
+of the case. Now yours: you are a farmer just begin+
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|
+ing; and you ought in common prudence, if you marry
|
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|
+at all (which you should certainly not think of doing
|
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|
+at present) to marry a woman with money, who would
|
|
|
+admiration.
|
|
|
+"That's the very thing I had been thinking myself !'
|
|
|
+he naively said.
|
|
|
+Farmer Oak had one-and-a-half Christian character
|
|
|
+istics too many to succeed with Bathsheba : his humility,
|
|
|
+and a superfluous moiety of honesty. Bathsheba was
|
|
|
+decidedly disconcerted,
|
|
|
+"Well, then, why did you come and disturb me?'
|
|
|
+she said, almost angrily, if not quite, an enlarging red
|
|
|
+spot rising in each cheek.
|
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|
+" I can't do what I think would be -- would be -- -- '
|
|
|
+" Right ? '
|
|
|
+" No : wise.'
|
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|
+" You have made an admission now, Mr. Oak,' she
|
|
|
+exclaimed, with even more hauteur, and rocking her
|
|
|
+head disdainfully. 'After that, do you think I could
|
|
|
+marry you? Not if I know it.'
|
|
|
+He broke in passionately ! "But don't mistake me
|
|
|
+like that! Because I am open enough to own what
|
|
|
+every man in my shoes would have thought of, you
|
|
|
+make your colours come up your face, and get crabbed
|
|
|
+with me. That about your not being good enough for
|
|
|
+me is nonsense. You speak like a lady -- all the parish
|
|
|
+notice it, and your uncle at Weatherbury is, I have
|
|
|
+heerd, a large farmer -- much larger than ever I shall
|
|
|
+be. May I call in the evening, or will you walk along
|
|
|
+with me o' Sundays? I don't want you to make-up
|
|
|
+your mind at once, if you'd rather not.'
|
|
|
+<P 82>
|
|
|
+" No -- no -- I cannot. Don't press me any more --
|
|
|
+don't. I don't love you -- so 'twould be ridiculous,'
|
|
|
+she said, with a laugh.
|
|
|
+No man likes to see his emotions the sport of a
|
|
|
+merry-go-round of skittishness. " Very well,' said Oak,
|
|
|
+firmly, with the bearing of one who was going to give '
|
|
|
+his days and nights to Ecclesiastes for ever. "Then
|
|
|
+I'll ask you no more.'
|
|
|
+<C v>
|
|
|
+<P 83>
|
|
|
+DEPARTURE OF BATHSHEBA -- A PASTORAL TRAGEDY
|
|
|
+THE news which one day reached Gabriel, that Bath+
|
|
|
+sheba Everdene had left the neighbourhood, had an
|
|
|
+influence upon him which might have surprised any
|
|
|
+who never suspected that the more emphatic the renun+
|
|
|
+ciation the less absolute its character.
|
|
|
+It may have been observed that there is no regula
|
|
|
+path for getting out of love as there is for getting in.
|
|
|
+Some people look upon marriage as a short cut that way,
|
|
|
+but it has been known to fail. Separation, which was
|
|
|
+the means that chance offered to Gabriel Oak by
|
|
|
+Bathsheba's disappearance though effectual with people
|
|
|
+of certain humours is apt to idealise the removcd object
|
|
|
+with others -- notably those whose affection, placid and
|
|
|
+regular as it may be flows deep and long. Oak belonged
|
|
|
+to the even-tempered order of humanity, and felt the
|
|
|
+secret fusion of himself in Bathsheba to be burning with
|
|
|
+a finer flame now that she was gone -- that was all.
|
|
|
+His incipient friendship with her aunt-had been
|
|
|
+nipped by the failure of his suit, and all that Oak learnt
|
|
|
+of Bathsheba's movements was done indirectly. It ap+
|
|
|
+peared that she had gone to a place called Weatherbury,
|
|
|
+more than twenty miles off, but in what capacity --
|
|
|
+whether as a visitor, or permanently, he could not
|
|
|
+discover.
|
|
|
+Gabriel had two dogs. George, the elder, exhibited
|
|
|
+an ebony-tipped nose, surrounded by a narrow margin
|
|
|
+of pink flesh, and a coat marked in random splotches
|
|
|
+approximating in colour to white and slaty grey ; but the
|
|
|
+grey, after years of sun and rain, had been scorched and
|
|
|
+washed out of the more prominent locks, leaving them
|
|
|
+of a reddish-brown, as if the blue component of the grey
|
|
|
+had faded, like the indigo from the same kind of colour in
|
|
|
+Turner's pictures. In substance it had originally been
|
|
|
+hair, but long contact with sheep seemed
|
|
|
+<P 84>
|
|
|
+to be turning
|
|
|
+it by degrees into wool of a poor quality and staple.
|
|
|
+This dog had originally belonged to a shepherd of
|
|
|
+inferior morals and dreadful temper, and the result was
|
|
|
+that George knew the exact degrees of condemnation
|
|
|
+signified by cursing and swearing of all descriptions
|
|
|
+better than the wickedest old man in the neighbourhood.
|
|
|
+Long experience had so precisely taught the animal the
|
|
|
+difference between such exclamations as 'Come in .! '
|
|
|
+and 'D -- -- ye, come in !.' that he knew to a hair's
|
|
|
+breadth the rate of trotting back from the ewes' tails
|
|
|
+that each call involved, if a staggerer with the sheep
|
|
|
+crook was to be escaped. Though old, he was clever
|
|
|
+and trustworthy still.
|
|
|
+The young dog, George's son, might possibly have
|
|
|
+been the image of his mother, for there was not much
|
|
|
+resemblance between him and George. He was learn+
|
|
|
+ing the sheep-keeping business, so as to follow on at
|
|
|
+the flock when the other should die, but had got no
|
|
|
+further than the rudiments as yet -- still finding an
|
|
|
+insuperable difculty in distinguishing between doing a
|
|
|
+thing well enough and doing it too well. So earnest
|
|
|
+and yet so wrong-headed was this young dog (he had no,
|
|
|
+name in particular, and answered with perfect readiness
|
|
|
+to any pleasant interjection), that if sent behind the
|
|
|
+flock to help them on, he did it so thoroughly that he
|
|
|
+would have chased them across the whole county with
|
|
|
+the greatest pleasure if not called off or reminded when
|
|
|
+to step by the example of old George.
|
|
|
+Thus much for the dogs. On the further side of
|
|
|
+Norcombe Hill was a chalk-pit, from which chalk had
|
|
|
+been drawn for generations, and spread over adjacent
|
|
|
+farms. Two hcdges converged upon it in the form of
|
|
|
+a V, but without quite meeting. The narrow opening
|
|
|
+left, which was immediately over the brow of the pit,
|
|
|
+was protected by a rough railing.
|
|
|
+One night, when Farmer Oak had returned to, his
|
|
|
+house, believing there would be no further necessity for
|
|
|
+his attendance on the down, he called as usual to the
|
|
|
+dogs, previously to shutting them up in the outhouse till
|
|
|
+next morning. Only one responded -- old George ; the
|
|
|
+other-could not be found, either in the house, lane, or
|
|
|
+garden. - Gabriel then remembered
|
|
|
+<P 85>
|
|
|
+that he had left the
|
|
|
+two dogs on the hill eating a dead lamb (a kind of meat
|
|
|
+he usually kept from them, except when other food-ran
|
|
|
+finished his meal, he went indoors to the luxury of a bed,
|
|
|
+which latterly he had only enjoyed on Sundays.
|
|
|
+It was a still, moist night. Just before dawn he was
|
|
|
+assisted in waking by the abnormal reverberation of
|
|
|
+familiar music. To the shepherd, the note of the sheep'
|
|
|
+chronic sound that only makes itself noticed by ceasing
|
|
|
+ever distant, that all is well in the fold. In the solemn
|
|
|
+This exceptional ringing may be caused in two ways -- +
|
|
|
+by the rapid feeding of the sheep
|